Mirror Mirror

you yourself wouldnt even have thought that this day would come, but cmon, who doesnt feel like that once in a long time, because of various reasons?

you're trying your best, i can tell, but they juz cant tell. cuz they're not you, you know yourself well enough.
everytime it starts out w/ you walking by their sides but you would end up walking behind them, alone. you try your best spreading laughter around but you end up being treated like a jester, and they wouldnt hesitate to flip the bird on you if their not pleased w/ what you said, even though it's juz a joke. they dont take you that seriously, cause they think you dont care much either. they're wrong.

they hang out tgt w/ their closer ones and you have no choice, but to ostracize yourself. nobody's forcing you, you juz did it on your account. they have nth to share w/ you anyway.

and your new favourite thing to do? to go all out looking for songs you could cry along to, cuz thats prollie how u reallie feel inside. you cant hide from your true emotions. well apparently, you did managed to hide it, cause you always try ta have that smile hanging on your face.
and you keep denying the fact you're actualli feeling hurt/sad.

promos are reaching and you still have that unspeakable feeling/urge inside you, that suckx for sure. its prollie gna affect your overall performance during th test days. and now youre thinking abt tmr, am i right? on how to survive sch and go home w/ that carefree feeling for once.

shit happens, and it always happens in the wrong time. its like adding fuel to fire. and you wish you could juz take it like it was some sort of nightmare, waking up to a new start the next day. but no, your nightmare is reality, and it repeats itself everyday.

so who have you got to turn to now?

God knows th answer.